I can't figure out whether my constantly oscillating plans are a result of
a) them not being right
b) them being unrealistic
c) anxiety disorder
I occasionally have this feeling like I ought to have stayed in media studies. Just because I f'ed up my applications doesn't mean it was entirely the wrong field. On the other hand, it doesn't mean it wasn't the wrong field either.
See, I think most people know these things.
I'm kind of lost because aside from "I want to teach and I want to be a professor" I haven't felt confident about a plan in years. I think once I get something really hammered out for sure I'll do something really nice for myself as a congratulatory gesture.
p.s. I wish there was someone at the University who could help me make this decision!
